*A Punishment? I don't think so!
A lot of people would see a situation like this as a punishment from God, some would believe it's bad karma. I see it as a life experience which has taught me and is still teaching me a lot. It has given me the opportunity to meet some amazing people and to better appreciate the ones I already knew. It has made me realize that I'm much stronger than I thought I was and it has made me believe that anything is possible. Even though I'm not quite there YET, I know I will reach my goal of recovery.
Meanwhile I'm just enjoying life as much as I can and of course keeping focused on my recovery which is the most important thing for me right now. Thank God I have so much support from my family and friends, especially my mom who is always with me and always has such a positive attitude and encourages me not to give up. I'm very thankful to everyone for supporting me in any way, even if it's just by sending some good vibes or by saying a little prayer for me, every little bit counts!
So my journey hasn't ended yet but hopefully some day not to far from today I will be able to give everyone the surprise of me walking again.